When he hears the words a breath he hadn't been aware of holding escapes him in a rush and he sinks back into the bed and against her. One, but he feels sure in that moment that there are two. Three all together.

"I think I knew," he murmurs. "I mean, I think if... if something happened, I would know. Somehow. And I didn't... feel like, like that. But I didn't know." He laughs shakily and closes his eyes again. "Sorry. This is just hard."