This isn't the first time he's done this. It's practically a pattern with him, going for exactly what he shouldn't want, exactly what's going to get him into trouble. It's not Neil's age--Danny had been young, too, and he'd be even more of a liar than he already is if he didn't accept that he really likes that part of it. It's the layers of fucked-up here, all the ways in which this could spiral down even further.

Or maybe someone as fucked up as he is is exactly what he needs. His hand is moving from Neil's hip down and around, cupping the very slight curve of his ass and squeezing, making a breathless little sound against Neil's mouth.

And look at that. He's half hard. Maybe he does have an intention here after all.