"Kara. Remember, she was stayin' at our place temporarily after Cas left?" I remind him. "She kinda never moved out. I don't think I'd have gotten through shit if it weren't for her."

And I miss her as much as I miss my girls. Living with someone for over a year, they become family. She and I were already close, we just managed to get closer.

"I wasn't with anybody. Not really."