"When he first told me that he was a vampire, I asked him to let me get settled before he told me how he eats," she admits. "Guess I don't have to worry about that anymore." And yet she's still curious, is still bound to ask Spike as many questions as come to mind whenever she gets a chance. He's different from the roamers, very different, and she thinks she can trust him. It makes her wonder what Rick might think.

"So we're stuck, aren't we?" she asks. "Until something else fucked up happens." It's not the best way to live, but she knows she can't go back to how things were before. She doesn't know how to be that woman anymore.