"No, I know. I wouldn't have agreed to it otherwise."

He's quiet again for a moment, looking at the city lights, the cars rolling by. He feels weirdly jittery. Like there's too much energy in him with nowhere at the moment to go.

"It was hard watching someone else walk in there." It's the first time he's really admitted this, at least aloud to someone else. "That was my territory. I mean- I know it wasn't, not really. But it felt like mine."