"Nah, we did the whole wedding thing the first time around. Seemed like kind of a lot to go through it all again." Which is part of the truth. A relatively small part. He's not going to talk about the disease, about slamming his fist into the side of Neil's face, about looking down the barrel of Dean's gun. About the sheer terror of those days and what it drove him to.

They're better left out of this.

"It was... it was kind of a rough time, anyway. I didn't really have many friends."