"Yeah," he murmurs, and almost chuckles again--more of a full-body shudder as he moves just a little faster. Just a little... easy. Too much and it'll be over much too soon. Pleasure rolls over him again, sparking and tingling under twisted skin, and something warm follows in its wake that feels a lot like wonder.

When everything else is said and done, he's alive. Not just surviving.

His hand releases Neil's leg and slides down over his hip, over the hard, silky jut of Neil's cock to cradle his balls. "And you're not gonna fucking... stop wanting this?"