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He could wear gloves but he never does, and he's up to his wrists in cool, damp soil, well-tilled and rich. It's early days yet, but there are things that can go into the ground early, and he has a lot of work to do. The part that will be for the vegetables is blocked off. He has a place for a cherry tree, something that'll bloom tiny explosions of delicate pink.
Even on the island it wasn't quite like this. His land. His and Neil's, in a way that nothing on the island really belonged to anyone. It's a fierce kind of thing, he thinks, rocking back on his heels. What it means to have something like this. What it does to your life. He's always rented. Always moved around. Never put down roots anywhere, never.
So it's long past time.
Even on the island it wasn't quite like this. His land. His and Neil's, in a way that nothing on the island really belonged to anyone. It's a fierce kind of thing, he thinks, rocking back on his heels. What it means to have something like this. What it does to your life. He's always rented. Always moved around. Never put down roots anywhere, never.
So it's long past time.
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He's not a soldier anymore. Not for a long time. Every now and then it really hits him. The field had been the end of it, one way or another.
That's not so bad.
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"I dunno... I do kinda like it like this."
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His hand pushes up under Neil's shirt, running his nails lightly across the plane of his stomach. "I like having something to grab."
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My own hands are groping at the back of his shirt, yanking it from his waistband, realizing how long it's been since we've been able to fuck around out in the open like this. I'd kinda missed it.
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"We got some time," he murmurs.
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His hands are still a bit dirty, dark soil packed under his nails, but he knows neither of them care as he curls his fingers around Neil's cock and gives him a single, slow stroke.
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"God, okay," I say, about nothing at all, and I tuck my face into the crook of his neck, breathing him in.
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"You're gonna come out here," he murmurs, "and then I'm gonna fuck you in the shower."
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"I dunno, man... I'm not... convinced. Fuck."
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"I never had to work hard with you."